It’s been a long time since I’ve been awake at midnight, unable to sleep. I blame the caffeine for the initial trouble although now i think that it’s just time. I decided to take some medication and i am waiting for it to work. to stop the non-sleep loop that is running circles in my head. i figure that if i write about what is going on then it might help to mitigate some of the damage and help in unclogging my awake brain to let the sleep juices flow.
i am crouched next to the bed typing so as to not wake Mr. A.
why do they make keyboards so loud?!?!
my thoughts are running along what i should be doing with my time. did i remember to let such and such know something of insignificant importance. especially for twelve o’clock in the morning. should i start such and such tomorrow given how good things went today (unlikely now). am i hungry? what was that noise? is master x waking up?
i’m going to try to sleep now and if that does not work then i will come back and write some more. i have tried reading, eating and breathing so this is kind of the last thing on my list.